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my sensible heart

i keep starting
& stopping

I've just been avoiding
this.

this.
ya know, writing.
acknowledging
my thoughts & how i've been feeling
knowing that
deep down

it's so broken
it's probably over.

i don't know where to start
or where i left off
or how many times i've started to write

and
just
stopped.

at least five times today
a dozen maybe this week
& countless times in the last
year.

a year of tears.
a year of struggle

& then
suddenly,
a few weeks ago
i stopped caring
as much.

maybe I've just given up
because he's worn me down that far
because he's pushed me to my limit
because it's so evident he doesn't give a fuck
& now, it's because
because i may have met someone else.

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wasted words of love & faith

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